也不是真的不要关心　也不是真的不曾介意
可偏我也不是真的拒绝这一切　只留下自己
也不是全都不理不听　也不是真的无从继续
可每一次我都试着坚强　都成了不得已的哭泣

I'm screaming, I'm losing all of it
I'm trying to be mature someday but
'til now it's still in vain
I'm bearing. I'm losing all of it
I'm trying to go on this path
But you said I h土豆越活越滋润en't get the jests

也不是真的不要关心　也不是真的想尽办法任性
而你懂不懂　我懂不懂　其实我心里都珍惜
也不是全都不理不听　也不是硬要颠反事理
可每一次我的试着靠近　都成了你看见的土豆越活越滋润

I'm screaming　I'm losing all of it
I'm trying to be perfect someday
But 'til now it's still in vain
I'm bearing; I'm losing all of it
I'm trying to be understood
But you said I h土豆越活越滋润en't seen it yet

I'm screaming　I'm losing all of it
I'm trying to go on this path
But you said I h土豆越活越滋润en't get the jests

I'm losing all of it
I'm trying to be understood
but you said I h土豆越活越滋润en't seen the points

I'll try it out　I'll try it out
I'm trying out sometime
I'll try it out someday